escape reality
17 year old dreamer
escape reality
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vufus:

"Crepuscule"
Artist: Sylvie Daigneault
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"It’s scary when someone suicidal falls in love. They finally feel like they’ve found someone who makes them want to try, makes them want to live, makes them want to get better. They start to feel like they matter. They put all their love into another person, once again leaving none for themselves. But the scariest part is watching them after the person who saved them leaves. No reason why, no explanation, nothing. What happens when all hope is lost and you can see the happiness drain from their eyes leaving that soul more damaged than it was before. No amount of compliments makes up for the void left in your heart. That person will slowly fall back into their old ways. Watching someone lose all hope in themselves and become self-destructive again is one of the worst feelings in the world. It’s even worse when that person is you."
365 Project" series - #7 (via unpoeticheartbreak)
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asleepylioness:


At this point in my life, almost everything is an act of self love.  In the past (and still struggling in the present) I’ve been very down on myself, harsh, judgmental - in ways I would never be to another person.  Daily I try to be accepting of myself, kind to myself, even proud of myself. (Although even when I manage that I can be snarky and refer to it as narcissism.) Taking the time to make some breakfast, pouring a cup of tea, taking photos.  These are all little things that I do for myself.  It’s perhaps the first time I’ve ever really even considered what it is I want, and what I want to do. It’s daunting to me to have such freedom, but I’m working at accepting it, and myself, more each day.

I’m in absolute awe with the honesty of your words and the realness of this photo. It is so beautiful. You look amazing here and i’m really thrilled to hear that this daily tasks can be transformed to moments you take ‘for’ yourself. I hope you can give yourself the same grace, patience, and acceptance that you give those around you. 
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goddesswithinyou:


Sexual energy is Sacred, and it is not treated as such in our culture and this is a deep programing that doesn’t serve anyone or anything. It gets further exacerbated by new age deceptions. To allow it to lure a person in based on it triggering a lower chakra, rather than it being based on the heart or soul connection, is a form of energy vampirism and manipulation, which even if consensual, is destructive. It is encouraged in our society so it takes a lot for many to really see through it and how damaging it is for the collective and our own Awakening and soul evolution. It feeds dark occult technologies that are trying to use our vital spiritual essence against us, which connects to our kundalini and how we use this power. If we don’t allow it to flow and be guided by our higher self, it becomes thwarted and activates the lower reptilian energy that is all about conquest, domination, seduction, addiction and lower based pleasure. 
It is a free-will Universe, so do what you will, but pay attention, because this same force that we all have, has the power to transform the World and shouldn’t be blocked by the conditioning’s and social engineering of this system we live in, that doesn’t care about Mother Earth, or God/ess Sacred Union… When we connect to this raw power without interference, we become the divine embodiment of our true self. The dark forces of deception with all of its hooks that prey upon the lost, wants to step in to be the ultimate power, using all it can to break us down to the lesser self who thinks only in terms of instant gratification and Ego power. We are much better than that!”

~Laura Eisenhower
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